Eye on the TV
Cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavor
It happens to be Like:
"Killed by the husband"
"Drowned by the ocean"
"Shot by his own son"
"She used a poison in his tea
and kissed him goodbye"
That's my kind of story.
It's no fun 'til someone dies
Don't look at me like
I am a monster
Frown out your one face
But with the other
Stare like a junkie
Into the TV
Stare like a zombie
While the mother holds her child,
Watches him die
Hands to the sky crying,
"Why, oh why?!"
Cause I need to watch things die
From a distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.
Why can't we just admit it?
Why can't we just admit it?
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
Neither the brave nor bold
Will write as the story's told
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
I need to watch things die
From a good safe distance
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so
Why can't we just admit it?
Blood like rain come down
Drum on grave and ground
Part vampire
Part warrior
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmittal
Sing to the death rattle...
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie
La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie
Credulous at best your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men
Pull your head on out
Your head believes it give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it's always been...
We all feed on tragedy
It's like blood to a vampire
Vicariously, I
Live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.
Not obsessed by illusions anymore,
Suffocating & I’m drowning
Dying along with your love for me…
I dreamt of sneaking some life into my fate,
Now frightened by the ecstasies of pain
This is the hour to give up…
Trading my few last breaths with tears,
I keep dying and its sow fuckin elaborate…
With these drifting curses in my veins,
I crawl through torn memories
And it makes me break down in tears…
It’s getting over me all the time,
Tiny drops of tears roll down in sarcastic harmony…
In a pursuit to break free…
Pouring antidotes gets me by,
Cuz, you were something strong like a drug
Which got me sow fukkin high…
Now I find comfort in a distant past,
I forget all enigmas for a while… All but You…
I get to realize for just once again
That it’s so fuckin painful…
Now that I’m drowning in this blue pool of pain…
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