About Me
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the drugs begin to peak A smile of joy arrives in me But sedation changes to panic and nausea And breath starts to shorten And heartbeats pound softer.
You wont try to save me You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.
You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had I can't forget The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine.
You won't leave me alone Chisel my heart out of stone I give in everytime.
You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had I can't forget The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine
I bet you laugh At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself) I bet you believe (bet you believe) That I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again All hope I had becomes surreal But under your cover's More torture than pleasure And just past your lips There's more anger than laughter Not now or forever will I ever change you I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart A sense I never knew I had I can't forget The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine
I will save myself.
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Interests
Slaughter Of The Soul - At The Gates .........................
Shaltooin,shishaa,smoking,staying awake the'ole night,disordering of all senses,yer highness,Modern poetry,brutality,satan,piercin,listening to music particularly folk(bengali) and death metal...nd sum typical mainstream shitt...LOL
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Favorite Music
Jim Morrison :P Cannibal Corpse DEICIDE Vader Amon Amarth Behemoth SIX FEET UNDER Dimmu Borgir SLAYER DYing Fetus SEvered SAvior Rotting Christ Kreator SLiPknOt Poizon Green Morbid angel SEPULTURA Cradle of Filth Murder dolls Puddle of Mud Phill Collins mudvayne bryan adams prodigy white snake suffocation Decapitated death venom Red hot chilli peppers deep purple black sabbath nefas terra gorgoroth suicidal tendences warmen deftones fintroll placebo Damge plan dope machine head manowar sodom Lamb of god orgy drowning pool poison alice9 anusha opeth crematory Seether 3 doors down poets of the fall prostitute disfigurement vomitory carcass all that remains evergrey cheap trick criss angel burzum Opeth as i lay dying my chemical romance Chevelle the faceless AFI obituary death cab for cutie atreyu escape the fate from autumn to ashes from first to last Funeral for a friend i am ghost in this moment scary kids scaring kids underoath Alesana Bless the fall Born of osiris god forbid comeback kid nile Trivium stained within temptaion In Flames Doors Sex pistols breaking benjamin the used type o negative nickelback kelly klarkson Avril lavinge(LOL) porcupine tree Hatebreed Overkill Judas preist vital remains Mortician CREED Silverstein Third eye blind Iron maiden Killswitch Emperor Nirvana godsmack At the gates berzerker dissection cryptopsy born of osiris through the eyes of the dead
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Favorite Movies
10 things i hate abt u.texas chainsaw massacre,hills have eyes12,corpse bride,see no evil,underworld12,queen of the the damned,dracucla,constantine,covenant,interview with the vampire,devils highway,butterfly effect 1,2,the pursuit of happyness
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Favorite TV Shows
sponge bobs squarepants(just luvv it....hahahhaha)
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Favorite Books
The lords and the new creatures,wilderness the lost writings of jim morrison,angels and demons,da vinci code,evil above all ,digital fortress,the evil god,deception piont,the three comrades,flotsom,all harry potter series,and lord of the rings series and many books related to satan,mythology,and sex
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Journal
Pathetic is the species being it's own negation. Big words locked in the holy books. Flame in the eyes fixed on heaven, And the stench of decaying bodies That have lived to see the answer. Another word spat out from under the mask. No meaning, no goal. Doomed to cling to each other. They laugh crying and lie sensing their weakness. Clotted human mass struggles Trying to rise and run away from themselves. It's time this jest reached it's end. The church of the black hole will fulfil the sacrifice.
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